Count On You (Taylor Family Saga Book 1)

by Kami Holt

and he kept telling me that I needed to leave him alone.

And you still there with ya clown nose and shoes on

I may never experience the pleasure that I need in my relationship.

We 10 chapters in and nothing has changed please stop talking about that ladies man cus he ain’t yours no way lmaooo

When at first you don’t succeed, dust yourself off and fuck his friend.

but I’ve been through a lot of bullshit in my life.

By your own hand like you the one who was suffering by choice you ain’t like that man and the sex was wack but you stayed because you scared of your mama

who I am or how I dress. I don’t want anyone projecting their disappointments and childhood trauma on me.

Mhmm … while not doing the work to address your own

“How can you love me when you don’t know what love is?”

mean real, infallible love. The kind of love that makes you want to be better.

Here’s the thing though that’s not an example of love forreal cus everyone has different desires and need but I don’t believe you should ever wanna be better for anyone other than you … like wanting the best out of life and someone to share it with sure but

Idk this more infatuation and codependency but mmkay

“You walked away too easily. When you love someone and they hurt you, it leaves a scar that’s difficult to heal, even with time.

Girl this why you was getting played because love doesn’t allow you to accept any ole behavior, like you speaking on a situation with a slightly envious perspective. He knows his worth and is self assured and independent and was raised in a house of love YOU stayed in situations because that’s all you thought you deserved it’s not the same… like he should stay with someone who betrays his trust purposely deceived him cus love like girl pleasee

You would think once I got older, they would be less controlling, but my mother never seemed to have any boundaries.

No girl it’s you without the boundaries but once again okayy

I didn’t even know why he was trying to talk to me after what transpired.

Further proof of lack of boundaries why is he not blocked

You are so used to being judged by the people you love that you don’t even see when people genuinely want to be there for you.

But alsooooo you allow that behavior but wanna be tough on the people who show you the opposite butttttt okayyyy

“You’re cheating him out of bonding time with his children.

Eeeeespecially knowing his situation yeahhhh he deserves the co parent only special cus you don’t deserve him as ya man cus this low as fucccck

I’d only considered myself and my feelings. I hadn’t even thought out the preparations that would come with bringing these babies home.

Like you don’t even have the love as you described it for your kidsss cus you depriving them for your own selfish reasons CRAAAAZUY

“Aren’t you a holistic and natural girl? I’m surprised that you’re suggesting this.”

What’s the correlation?

been friends for so long and never realized that she was still grieving. It made me feel like a terrible friend for not noticing.

… miss author please stop cus you pushing me further from her

He made me believe that I wasn’t good enough the way

No he planted the seeds but you watered them cus why would you change ya self for a man when you been the same since yall met like come on clock in brain clock out desperation and your mean ass mamas teachings

“Maybe you should sit down and talk to her. You said things left off awkwardly, so maybe it’s time to clear the air.”

Orrr block her like if you don’t wanna talk you don’t have to