I don’t know if I’ll ever get the chance to tell you this, but our practice date gave me butterflies and made me question everything about our friendship. Our first kiss sent my feelings into a rabbit hole and I haven’t gone up since. When I almost drowned and your face was the first thing I saw, it took everything in me to keep myself from kissing you just so you’d stay close and never leave. I think I love you, Miller. Sucks I can’t be as lovable. Yours even before you know it, Bonbon
