It’s been a dull few months, that’s for sure. Mainly because I’ve been trying to do like Huck asked and stay away from him, but it’s been so fucking hard. Especially after I got a taste of him. I’ve tried to bury the memory of that disaster of a night at the track, but it won’t give me peace. It just runs on a loop in my head, the feel of Huck against me and the shit I could have said differently. Logically, I get why he didn’t understand. He doesn’t know the whole story, after all. But there’s a toxic side of me that’s screaming how fucking dare you walk away when I opened up to you,
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