I open my mouth to speak but find that I have no response. When am I going to really live? I’m withholding carbs from myself like there’s a finish line, when I know there isn’t. She’s also right that celebrities often get famous, then spend their lives trying to go unseen. Is it really all about the money? No, I guess it is the notoriety too. But still, it all feels a little pointless when it’s lined up like that.

