Why did I do any of this in Hollywood? If I had known I would be rebuilding my account from scratch in my twenties, I could have lived a normal life without all of this baggage. I could have stayed in Ohio. I could’ve played sports with friends. I just wanted to go to school like a normal kid. Everyone told me over and over I was one step away from making it, that I was meant for this. But it was only to keep me going so they could get paid or elevate their own status. I was never a human to them. I was a dollar sign and a trophy. No one has ever had a fucking clue about what’s actually
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