Because in some ways she is embarrassed by her thoughts on the matter, by the things she would say if she said anything at all. She cannot say, You cannot die, not now, because I will sometimes want to call you, to tell you a joke I read in the paper, or that I saw a famous person on the platform at London Bridge. You cannot die because you will be missing from the photographs of all the days that haven’t happened yet, the children grown up, graduations, weddings, their babies. Maggie knows you cannot tell someone they are not permitted to die, no matter how reasonable the request.
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