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This book is for all the people who think they are destined to die early. I see you, baby. Keep your head held high and take life moment by moment. We can do this.
“I want to be loved. Me.” I confess. “My body, my soul, my essence. They need to scream my name as they cum not whoever I’m impersonating at that time. Is that too much to fucking ask?”
Then, I see her. And it all makes sense.
Holy shit. It feels as though my world sets itself on fire. She is fucking magnificent as she pulls her lower lip between her teeth and chews. I swear she winks at me. I almost come undone. But just as quickly as she gives me her attention, she withdraws it and continues scanning the room, searching for something. Is she looking for him?
Then, suddenly, I see a movement near her. Sin moves toward her like a starved dog chasing a fucking bone. This is weird — I should leave. I’m hovering in the shadows, fully erect, stalking my boyfriend and this little beauty. And yet, I don’t move an inch.
As her head tips back, I feel my obsession grow stronger. She exposes her neck unknowingly to the two predators stalking her. Unable to keep still, I shift my weight between my feet.
His smile is too wide, too carefree for my liking. I can’t help the bitter thoughts. That smile used to be mine.
Then, the most delicious, husky voice rings through my ear. “Stop looking for other people, and instead, give yourself up to me.”
I’m drunk on his scent, dark and thick musk, that makes my head lull back into his chest.
“What’s your name?” “Don’t ask who I am, just ask what I can do for you.” His voice is like velvet in my ear. My legs threaten to give way and as if he senses this, his fingers shift to just below my ass. He forces my thighs forward so that I can’t collapse under him. As soon as he connects with skin, I explode. A tidal wave of pleasure consumes me over and over until my head feels foggy and I’m drunk in the sensation. The orgasm storms through me without a single warning. Oh. My. God. What the fuck is happening?
“Brave little thing,” he whispers to himself, but the words cling to me. “So fucking tempting.”
“Quit complaining,” he barks. “You’re taking it whether you like it or not.”
“Stay here.” And then, without any explanation, he disappears into the sea of people. And for whatever mad reason, I obey his command.
Lust As her orgasm storms through her, Sin seems to double in size. I feel his energy intensify — hot, and heavy — as if he’s consumed her, and his dark aura thickens to the point I might choke. The bags under his eyes disappear and any red circles fade into nothingness. In a couple of minutes, he has re-energised fifty years’ worth of struggling. He feeds from her — the very thing he refuses to do with any human I offer.
Fuck. He’s seen me — he’s fucking seen me!
“You followed me?” His voice is dark, too fucking dark, and it forces shivers through my spine. “Sin! I’m sorry —” it’s a muffled plea into the palm of his hand. “I just wanted to make sure you were okay! I didn’t mean to —"
“Don’t act coy, lover. Is she a demon? She looks human, but there is something darker, more unholy. I’m obsessed with her like there’s a magic…” He trails off into silence, losing himself deep in thought.
“She looks delicious, Sin.” “She is.” He fucking tortures me. “Do you want a hit of that energy?”
“Watch her,” he growls, and it’s fucking feral. The way it ripples through his chest into my back makes me weak in the knees. “Don’t take your fucking eyes off her.”
“Do you want to touch her?” Sin’s sharp fangs scrape against my throat teasingly. “Do you want to taste her? Do you want to make her cum?” I whimper. “Sin-”
Fuck me. The sight is unlike anything I’ve ever seen before. No demon nor God could ever be so fucking magnetic as an orgasm is ripped from them unwilling and yet she wins effortlessly.
Rolling my shoulders, I glance down at the nametag barely hanging onto his chequered shirt. Realising this is the shitty manager with the ego problem, I cast a tight smile. “I do own the place.”
Flashes of red, stained with black stripes, toss side to side as she runs over to the only spare seat. Her ass in that pencil skirt is un-fucking-believeable. She looks as if she’s been carved from Aphrodite herself. No, fuck that, she looks as if Sin has forged her from the depths of my wet nightmares.
“Bite me.” I fucking volunteer!
Then, her head snaps in my direction and all the air escapes my lungs.
Oh, my fucking God. It’s like the world stops spinning when those dark orbs latch onto me. It feels as though her anger is pointed at me. I fucking love it. I need more.
Dark skin, smooth like butter, and yet he smells like cotton candy mixed with salty popcorn.
“I did it. She’s coming to the club.” “She is?” I can hardly believe my luck. The breath catches in my throat and my heart skips a beat. A giddy feeling breaks out into butterflies in my stomach.
“Bad boys don’t get rewards.” Sin’s voice is like fucking velvet wrapping around my brain.
Ah hah! What about Nympho? Yes! Yes! The excitement bubbles up in my chest as I frantically scribble the words down on the page. Nympho Notes.
“I am not wearing a dog collar, Sin!” “How sweet, you really think you have a fucking choice.” His dry chuckle echoes through my mind as he stalks closer to me. His thick fingers swipe my hair over my shoulder. I dare not move a muscle.
What do I want? Her. Him. Their obedience. Their sex. Their happiness. I stiffen. I want their happiness? This answer feels so foreign, and yet so familiar.
“We must.” Lust gently takes my hands. “But don’t panic, sweet Everest. Every time you close your eyes, we will be there. When we return to Earth, you’ll be completely and utterly ours. And when the day comes that you die, we will be waiting to take you back with us.”
“Let me give you a history lesson, Saddo.” Sin’s lips curl downwards. “We are Gods. We reside in my Realm of Hell. My beasts feed off human vice but sometimes they escape onto Earth. And sometimes they eat humans from the source rather than waiting for us to collect all the energy. We return only for the energy. We cannot stay or there would be chaos.”
My nightmare! I’m horrified. I feel dirty. Used! The feelings are unjustifiable but all I know is that something feels… wrong. The sob catches in the back of my throat.
“We won’t apologise, because we’d do it again in a heartbeat. And unfortunately for you, we need a lot of fucking energy to get back to Hell tomorrow.”
“And what was that for?” He seethes. I choke. “For using me as some type of sex energy doll! For manhandling me! For lying to me all those weeks!” A deathly silence drifts between us. The fear starts to wrap around my neck. It squeezes. “Do it again.” “What?” I stiffen. My mind screams that it’s a trick, that I ought to run, to find someone to help me. But he steps closer, silencing any hope of running. “Hit me again. You know you want to.” “Sin—” “Fucking hit me, Saddo! Lord knows I’ve deserved it.”
“Punish me.” He whispers. Desires flares in his eyes, and for a moment, I’m fucking hooked.
“Good. We will be back next year. There will always be rifts between Earth and Hell no matter how many we close.” It’s strained. He inhales hard as if to catch a sob. “We need you to be strong. Can you be strong for us?” “I can.” “Atta girl,” he kisses her forehead. “We will be back before you know it. Ten months really isn’t that long.”
“And until then, every time you close your eyes, we will be there. We will never be too far away.”
“Fuck, you look good.” He growls. His grip on Lust tightens. “Look at our girl. We are not worthy.”
“But we can spend the rest of our lives proving that we are.” Lust smirks.
“Welcome to the afterlife, Saddo.” Sin smiles. “We are so pleased to finally have you by our side.”
