Before Beau, before coming here, it felt like I was always either chasing something, or running from something. A worming, niggling pressure, that I wasn’t ever able to comfortably settle without feeling like I needed to seek a new high or thrill, a shiny new goal to act as a distraction from my fears. But here, with him, I feel like I still have the fullness of life, while also trusting that I’m wholly and truly supported by someone who never sees me as too much.