There was no doubt in my mind that I wanted her. I had wanted her and thought about her every moment of every day, even when I told myself I wasn’t. Fuck the rules. They were in place to protect me, but now they were hurting me. “Having the rules is important to you?” I asked. “I like clear boundaries and expectations,” she said with a nod. Nothing about my feelings for her was clear. I would have probably followed that desire if I hadn’t started to develop feelings.
