Cappadonna was my entire heart, and we had been through everything together. When he got knocked and sent upstate, I promised I would hold him down, and I have been holding him down. Whenever he wanted to see me, I was taking that long ass drive up to the prison to visit him. He called; I answered before the phone could reach the second ring. I’ve been down with him and holding him down for so long that I needed to have my fun too.