“But you didn’t die. And those feelings didn’t vanish when you came out of your coma. Even if your death wasn’t real, my feelings over losing you were. So I’ve needed to mourn your near death for my heart to reconcile all of those emotions and recalibrate to the reality that you’re still alive and hopefully not dying anytime soon. I’ve had to find a way to navigate my feelings about love and loss while somehow leading Lola through another tragedy, even if the outcome has been different. Everything about Brynn’s death came rushing back when I heard your plane went down. So my feelings have been
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