I want, and I want, and I want so many things with her, and I don’t know how to ask for them. In the past, it’s been easy to have those conversations with the woman I’ve been seeing. It’s easy to go from dating to serious. How the fuck do you go from fuck buddies to something more? Do we just keep fucking each other from now until eternity? Is it going to be fifty years of this, of texts asking if she’s free and her asking if I want to hang out?