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To the girls who love being teased and edged, remember… Don’t you dare come until he commands you.
“It wasn’t enough. Touching you that day… You felt like the most amazing fucking drug. It was intoxicating. And then I never tasted you again. Ever. Do you have any idea what that did to me?”
“In my dreams, when I fuck you, you call out my name every night. Raw, and needy, and dripping with want. It’s the sweetest fucking sound I’ve heard in my life. But I need to hear it for real, Dove. Because if I don’t, my sanity is simply going to snap. And I don’t know…” He groans. “I don’t know how else to deal with it. Not anymore.”
“I do mean that. And I intend to show you, in explicit detail, how I really wanted to touch you that day but couldn’t.”
“When can I see you, angel?”
“Why does this sound like you planned all of this before asking if I wanted to come?” “Because I did. Because I’ve already decided that you’re mine.”
“Hello, angel,”
“And I’m really fucking desperate for you. Come here, angel.”
“Y-You said you were going to kiss me.” His lips make contact with my pussy. I shudder, feeling the dark smile on his face stretching them out. “I am.”
“Not there,” I plead, shame causing red patches all over my cheeks. “I’ve never…” “Yes, there. Relax for me. I’ve got you.” He doesn’t wait for me to say anything else before he dives back in and swirls his perfect tongue against my throbbing clit. My legs start shaking of their own accord, and when he pushes the tip of his finger inside my ass, I crumble completely. I have no choice but to come on his tongue right there.
“You think that was for you?” “Well, you… you made me…” “That was all for my pleasure, angel. I don’t need you to do anything for me.”
“I licked this pussy. It’s mine now. And I’m going to keep my finger in there for as long as I want. So be quiet, stay still, and enjoy the ride. Yes?”
“Though I promise you’ll scream when I start taking what’s mine. Because you are mine now, aren’t you, angel?”
“I’ve gone years trying to remember every single detail of how fucking good you felt in my arms. My hunger runs deeper than whatever you are willing to offer me tonight. I’ll have you now. And I’ll have you tomorrow. And I won’t be able to let go after that, even if I tried.”
“Hold this in your mouth while you crawl to the couch. You’ll have to be fast. Because if it melts before I get to push it inside your pussy, you’ll give me no choice but to spank that beautiful ass. Do you understand?”
“Jesus…” I moan, taking huge breaths of air as my pussy clenches around him, begging me to come. “I can’t. I can’t—” “Rowan,” he says, sliding another finger down into my ass. “That’s the only name you’ll scream when I fuck you.”
Until you’re a pleading mess covered in cum and drool, and begging for my cock.”
“I can’t believe you’re finally mine. It’s been so lonely, Dove. So fucking hard thinking of you but knowing I couldn’t have you.”
“I’m glad I wasn’t too late, angel. That’s all I care about.”
“You underestimate me, angel. Being bat-shit crazy was a prerequisite for earning the highest rank in the military.”
“No point in having power if you can’t abuse it from time to time.” He puts his phone back on the nightstand. “You’re sleeping with me tonight. And tomorrow. And the night after that. Period.”
Your self-doubt is going to have to go, Dove. Because my good little angel is perfect, and I will not allow her to degrade herself like that. Nod if you understand.”
It’s at this moment that I realize… Rowan King is not my hero, as younger me would’ve thought. He’s my monster. And now I serve under his command.
“Then make sure it doesn’t. Excuse me one moment— Angel, stop hiding like a little mouse and come sit with me,”
“Be a good girl and sit quietly while I finish this conversation.” I look around, but there’s no other chair. Where does he want me to sit? “On your knees, angel.”
“Where have you been all my life, angel? You’re everything I’ve ever wanted. You know that?”
“You don’t need to worry. I’ve got you. You’re mine now, Dove. And as long as I breathe, nothing’s going to happen to you. Do you believe that?”
“I want your pussy wet for me when you hear my footsteps come home or when you smell my cologne in an empty room of this house. I want you wet and needy even when you’re sleeping, so I can use your holes at any time I want. I want your body and mind to understand that I own you now. I mean that literally—in the real sense of the word. Unless, Dove, you want to break this off because it’s too much. I don’t want that, but I would completely understand—”
“You have no idea what you’re agreeing to. But when you start realizing it, please just know that your safe word is always here to protect you. Do you understand?”
“I want you to climb up on this desk and spread your knees apart. Show me everything, angel. Show me everything that’s mine, so I can start taking it.”
“Do not make me turn this ass red. I’d rather you cry from my cock gagging that pretty throat.”
“Your ass is so tight, angel. I can’t wait to feel it around my cock.”
“I’ll be gone for a few hours after we land. And every half hour, I want you to lie down in our bed and stick two fingers in that sweet pussy, fucking it slowly until you come on your hand. Will you do that for me?”
“Dove. I am not fucking anyone else but you,” he deadpans. “I don’t want anyone else but you.”
“And she can continue to want me, for all I care. You are mine as much as I am yours, angel. Things are really fucking clear to me. And if you can’t see that yet, I’m going to make sure you do.”
“I’m sorry,” I whisper. “That was stupid of me. But what would you do if some sexy-looking dude came to you and told you he’s been fucking me behind your back?” “Easy. I’d cut off his cock. Make him eat it. And tie him up to a pole so he can watch while I make you come on my tongue.”
“Leave the panties at home,” he says. “I’m going to have full access to your gorgeous pussy tonight. Is that understood?”
Don’t cry, angel. When we get back, I’ll fuck your little ass over this desk right here. And then I’ll take a few long hours making this pussy come until you beg me to stop.”
“Bore me?” He scoffs. “I want to know everything about you, Dove. Your favorite flowers. Your earliest memory. Whether you prefer watching the sun rise or set. Your favorite color too while we’re at it. You’ve lived in my head for too long. And now I finally get to have you. So let me have you.”
“I ought to be a gentleman and get through this dinner without touching you. But that perfume of yours is driving me insane. You smell delicious.”
“I’d actually like you to remember this moment. I want you to see yourself in the papers tomorrow and know your pussy was at my mercy under this table while you posed for a picture like the pretty girl you are. I want you to remember you’re mine, and no one else’s. But if you’d rather keep us a secret for a while, I understand. This would plaster your face all over the country, and if you’re not comfortable with that, I’ll tell him to fuck off. So tell me what you want, angel.”
“Then smile at the camera, angel. Show the world that you’re mine.”
“Are you going back home tonight?” Please say no. Please say no. “I’m not going anywhere. Not unless you want me to.”
“I hope this isn’t you trying to break up with me,” I joke, but it only makes him frown deeper. “This is me trying to get you to move in with me.”
I’d sleep much better at night knowing you’re in my arms, where I can protect you.”
“One of these days, I won’t be able to stop myself from using your pretty hole while you’re asleep,” he says in a rough morning voice. “When it comes to you, I’m a weak man. I have no self-control.”
“So many parts of you I haven’t claimed yet. I keep wanting to take my time with you, but it isn’t easy. I want all of you.”
“Such a good girl for me. I wish you could see how pretty you are right now, spread out and waiting for my cock in your ass.”
“I know, angel. Breathe for me. You’re doing so well.”
“I want to watch you rub your little pussy against this desk. Can you do that for me, angel?”