“I miss you so much, Logan. You have no idea how much I wish I could hear your voice. There’s so much I want to tell you, but I can’t tell you like this. I thought I lost you that night they brought you in. The steady ring of your heart in a flatline is why I can’t sleep. When I close my eyes, I’m right back in that room. Standing in the doorway and watching my best friend do chest compressions while the man I love lay there without a pulse.”

