finally know a life without constant heart palpitations, or constant worry, and chest pain. I finally know I can be genuinely happy, in every facet of my life, mentally, emotionally, and sexually. When you’ve been told for so long that what you say and do is never going to matter until you can produce, you kind of internalize it. I have been thinking a lot about you telling me some of my wounds were self-inflicted, and Dymon, of all people agreed. Lately, when my mind is not on you, I replay every major situation I’ve ever been through and wonder if I had of listened with an open mind and
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