I shove away from him. My dream is fresh in my mind, and everything feels so real and overwhelming. My mom’s dismissal of me, their dismissal of me, it all feels like one giant wave that’s going to crash over me and drown me in its emotions. Cole’s jaw clenches again. I want the emotions to stop. I turn to the window. “Why don’t you just fucking kill me? Just kill me like you did Sage, and don’t drag it out.”