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She wrenched at me so I stumbled, correcting my balance to set her down at the base of the huge oak tree that temporarily concealed us. She hobbled, her injured foot held up from the earth. “Thank you. This is a misunderstanding, that’s all.” Blood pounded in my ears. With my back to her, I pulled my kit from my pocket. In easy, well-practiced motions, I had a needle in my hand and ready to go. “…no clue what that man meant,” Everly was saying, her hands moving with her words. “If we just—” I embraced her and stabbed her arse in a fluid movement.
I ran my hands down my thighs, regretting what he would’ve seen. If only it had been one of my better weeks, when I’d been to the gym and eaten well. Then again, he’d always told me he loved my body exactly how it was. It was his words I played over in my mind when hearing my father’s jibes, or if I went into a boutique to enquire about a cute dress only to be told they didn’t stock my size. Connor had liked me, then. Made me feel better about myself. I didn’t want to know his judgement now.
It hurt a little that he wasn’t here watching over me while I slept, but at the same point, why would he? After what I’d done to him, he hated me.
After all I’d sacrificed. After I’d lost him for the purpose of keeping him safe and earned his hatred in reply. After everything I’d done to set him free, he’d still wound up in my father’s clutches, and that was unbearable.
forced myself to walk away, ignoring the fact it was a twisted fantasy come to life. Except with a version of her who hadn’t lied. Or rejected me.
Cassie gave a small and sympathetic laugh. “I only exist because my da bought prostitutes and deliberately got a handful of them pregnant to make an heir. Because I was a girl, he barely acknowledged my existence.” My heart panged. “That’s awful.” Her shoulder rose in an easy shrug. “He’s dead, and I wipe away my tears on handfuls of his cash while living in his stately home, so who’s laughing now?”
“Ugh, men are so dramatic.” Cassie rolled her eyes
Cassie sighed, some of the brightness leaving her. “Maybe it’s the fact I’m stuck searching for a purpose in life so trying on everyone else’s for size.” There was a moment of silence, just the muffled music of the nightclub filtering through. I broke it. “Want to talk about that?” She shook her head once. “Not now. Let’s stick to the agenda.”
all I thought about was Connor. He’d asked me to stay. I’d refused him. Again.
She hung her head. “He’s important to my father.” Aye, well, that was no longer a priority for either of us. I was taking control. I’d come with that very intention. A day of being without her had me losing my mind, waiting on updates from the crew watching her and checking her tracker like a man possessed. It had driven me to an edge I hadn’t realised I was near. It broke something in me.
While he tracked me and got me pregnant. I must be messed up in the head that those things kindled such strong happiness in me.