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My heart beats faster, and in a moment, her eyes on my back warm my skin. Everyone . . . I look up, meeting Olivia Jaeger’s eyes as she leans against the archway leading into the dressing room, staring at me. And all of a sudden, my skin is too hot.
Tryst Six, they’re called. There are six siblings, and I can only assume the Tryst part comes from their mother, Trysta. They even have an adorable little logo. Insert eye roll.
Liv Jaeger has been a bloody nuisance since the day I met her, but sometimes I’m not even sure what bugs me so much about her. She stays in her lane, doesn’t she? But I love pushing her. I love it like nothing else.
Te encanta ser una bully HDP!
What would Olivia Jaeger say if she saw me now?
Por qué te importa la opinion de Olivia? Por qué quieres saber qué piensa ella?
Sometimes I feel like I want her to know me. Sometimes I don’t want her to know anything but me. And other times, I’m glad she doesn’t have a clue.
Se puede odiar y amar a Clau al mismo tiempo? 😤😩
I’m pretty sure she wants my phone number.
“If you let her touch you,” I bite out, changing the subject, “she will live to regret it. I don’t even have to leave this seat to ruin her life.”
“I don’t like women who chase me anyway,” she says. “When I want them, they know.”
Te amo Liv, demuéstrale quién manda jajajaja.
When I want them, they know. How do they know? What does she do?
Clay se está muriendo por dentro 😝
Why did I do that to her? What does she matter anyway?
HDP!! Nadie me va a hacer quererte Clay!
After a few days, I’d convinced myself, as always, that she deserved it.
HDPx2!!!!!
“We get attached to what we can control, and resist what we can’t.”
“But I do know life is too short. There is no tomorrow. This is all there is.”
Just that she’s the only option for me. She’s the only thing I want in the world.
???? Pero la tratas como una mierda? Ordena tu mente y tus sentimientos!!!
“I don’t apologize,” I tell her. “So you may as well exhale, because it’s not happening. We’re both leaving, there’s no commitment, and you knew the score.”
know what she must’ve felt, me leaving her on the street like that, but what was I supposed to do?
What do you think piece of shit !!
because one of the ingredients in antivenin is venom, and sometimes you need poison to counteract the poison.”
But Clay has hurt me as much as anyone else, if not more, so who’s to say anything would’ve been different.
Que vas a hacer para disculparte realmente Clay?
“Well, what was she supposed to say? The alternative was demanding you out yourself, which you never would have agreed to, so she took the scraps she could get.” He takes a drag of his cigarette. “She’s used to that.”
“You should take her on a date,” Trace adds. “You should hold her hand.”
Yes Clay, if you do this maybe i'll forgive you
I’ll still be sneaking off to screw her ten years from now, because that’s how much I love this with her. It’s perfect, and I hate how much I’ll sacrifice to keep it, but I know I won’t be able to stop.
Mi amiga la menos migajera
And all the Jaegers sing together, “Everyone is our type when they’re naked!” Like it’s some fucking family motto or something.
But I really like my crazy-as-fuck Barbie doll with a mouth that pisses me off one minute, and arms that hold me so tightly that I don’t care if I can breathe the next.
It makes sense to suffer for who you are rather than who you aren’t,
“You don’t have to tell them you’re gay,” I whisper. “You just have to tell them that you’re in love with me.”
I’m angry with her so much that I want to fucking make sure no one compares to me. That she’s miserable forever, unable to forget me. No one else will be able to make her happy. No one will feel like me. She should’ve waited for me.
Estás Bien Clay? Mi amiga la menos esquizofrénica.
wishing Clay were here. Hoping she’s here, because I want her to see this. I want her to be proud of me.
