If I’m truly honest with myself, he occupied my thoughts more this weekend than Theo did. Him finding that list took the edge off my heartache, gave me something else to focus on. Over and over again, I replayed the moment that Archer told me I must know him better than he knows himself, effectively telling me I was wrong to think he couldn’t want me. His words just ignited my fantasies, and all weekend, I kept thinking about what it’d be like to be with him. He kept my mind off Theo without ever even touching me at all.
