Losin' Control

by Ladii Nesha

“Oh ok, because Jaxon was perfect.” “I never said that, so get out of your feelings. Jaxon was on bullshit back then, but he kept me away from his street business. He took care of home and never shitted where he ate. Benny wanted you to be his trap queen and you were worth more than that. You deserved more than that.”

“I can understand that you have history and Benny was the first boy you ever fell in love with, so you had nothing to compare him to, but now that you’ve been with someone else you really need to sit back and compare the two. You might find that some things are meant to be left in the past.”

“You can’t ask me that because I’m not that goofy ass nigga. Niggas protect what they value and you shouldn’t have been in a situation where you could be touched. If I had beef in the street, you’d be locked up until I handle that shit. Your safety would’ve been my number one priority.”

“He taking care of you this time or are you ready to come to daddy?”

“She’ll be back because I’m imprinted on that pussy, brain, and soul. Ain’t that right, baby?” He licked his lips, making her pussy thump. “I- uh gotta go,” Marley stuttered. “Aight but come see me when you need me to stretch that pussy out again.” Czar cockily winked, ending the call before she had a chance to say anything.

“The fuck, you still talk to her?” Czar squinted. “Yea, nigga. You put me with her for months, we’re friends.”

“You don’t have enough money to bet me nigga, and you don’t have enough lives to outrun me,” Czar promised. “LB, let this bum know what it is so we can get the fuck from around here.”

“Then why come get me? I called Biggie.” Marley pushed off him. “I didn’t even call you!” “See what I’m saying. Shifty ass.” Czar thumbed his nose. “And check this out,” he scooted closer to her, “I came and got you because I fucking love your hardheaded ass, and as bothered as I am about the entire situation, I would have bodied that nigga if something happened to you.”

Reaching for her phone, Marley tapped on the screen until Russ’s Losin Control started to play, filling the quiet space. She’s fallin' in love now, losin' control now. Fightin' the truth tryin’ to hide, but I think it’s alright girl.

As bad as she wanted to run and hide, she couldn’t. It was her who fucked up and it was on her to make the grand gesture to get her man back.

I know that's right! Get your man back

“I made the choice, I was wrong, you were right,” she bellowed off-key, further embarrassing herself and at the top of her lungs, Marley finished it off. “Deep down inside, I apologizeeeeeeeeeeeee.” She held the note like her life depended on it, and when she stopped the crowd picked it up, finishing the chorus. Somehow, his concert turned into a horrible karaoke session and Czar was pissed. “I never meant to cause you no painnnnn.”

“Well, for starters, my husband.”

Oh yes maam. Girl got her man back

“You know this nigga live in her skin,” Biggie snorted. “So the fuck what?” Czar shrugged, not ashamed that his world revolved around his wife.