Zelu was tough, but she was also deeply sensitive. Maybe that’s why she was always retreating—always disconnecting from us. The family was hard on her. Okay, fine, I was hard on her. I dunno, she just brought that out in me. I wanted her to be good and behave so I wouldn’t worry. I don’t know why she had to be so delicate and reactionary. I mean, come on. She had to go this far? She had to do something this extreme? So beyond her capabilities?

