“Paedyn, I won’t watch you marry him.” His voice is little more than a growl. “I can’t bear to lose you.” “So have me.” The tips of my fingers trace his knuckles. “One last time.” He stills beneath my touch, eyes flicking up to meet mine. They are searching, surprised by the boldness of those words. “I don’t want a last time,” he breathes. “I want a first and forever.” My hand is steady as it reaches for his face. Kai leans into the touch, pressing his cheek against my palm with an eagerness that makes my heart pound. “Just pretend with me tonight.” I touch my forehead to his, brush his nose
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