I wanted to kill her, I want to kill her. I want to tie her up, I want to strike her, I want to destroy her, I want to break her, I want to lick her, I want to take off her clothes,
I’d never experienced the pleasure of another’s skin; no one had left me breathless, panting, at their mercy, my will gone, having surrendered; I’d never closed my eyes to be vulnerable, open.