Do you think the right thing to do is to live out your life, even when you feel like you’re becoming a swamp-monster? Should I have stayed alive, been a grown-up, and tried to fix things? Do you think the reason most people with bad lives don’t kill themselves is just because they’re afraid of dying? Is that really it? I think dying is less scary than growing up. I’d rather die than grow up to be a shitty person.
