I thought I loved her then, and she loved me, but like a flower unattended, that love wilted. I saw the signs too late, promising myself to her in an unbreakable bond, and now I was stuck. Until death.
god it would all make sense if he had made a vow/bond that was unbreakable... no wonder he hates himself (as he should tho) he'd be better off killing himself to save his family but idk man idk
