Never Have I Ever: Submitted to My Enemy

by Willow Dixon

He was into edging, sensory deprivation, probably humiliation, and being used. Those were also high on my list of favorite kinks.

The object of my desire became my entire world, and I learned everything I could about it, or, in the case of people, I tended to smother them with attention and freak them out.

Everyone always got sick of me.

Oof 😭

Yet I’d stood there, jealous of my six-year-old sister because she was hugging a guy who felt like mine.

“Do you have a lot of ink?” he asked, his voice hollow and his eyes blank. His shoulders tensed.

😳😳😳😳😳

FunTimes: look up

SCREAMING

My secret, the one I hadn’t even told Fun about, was that I was a jealous, possessive bastard. When someone was mine, they were mine

but now I couldn’t think about Alex without that little voice whispering in the back of my mind. Mine

That little voice in my head was loud now. Mine. Mine. Mine

Mine. Mine. Mine

“Kai,” he mumbled. “Need you.” The roar that filled my ears knocked me momentarily senseless.

and the desire to feed him, to take care of him hit hard. I was royally and utterly fucked. Did I care? Not even a little bit.

That was the understatement of the year. I more than liked him. I was falling for him. But neither one of us was ready for that conversation.

But with Alex, kissing was just so satisfying I didn’t need more.

“Breakfast and a snack for later so your blood sugar doesn’t drop when you get hungry.” He smiled, his gaze full of affection and fondness.

🥹

This was the same guy who’d had his dick in me multiple times, who’d made me beg him to come, but this was what made me all flustered and moon-eyed?

Gotta have that balance 🤭

“Mine too. Want to grab a coffee?” He wanted to get coffee with me?

Stop Alex is so cute 😍

“You’re cute when you’re jealous. Like an angry puppy.”

🥰

I just had to make it through tonight. Then I could freak out and break down about another person getting sick of me.

🥺

But Alex was different. I was in love with him and had been for a while. He was everything. The only person who’d ever broken through my defenses and made me want more. And with him, I didn’t just want more. I wanted everything.

I’d be there for him for as long as he’d let me.

😭🥰

But Alex was mine, and the possessive bastard in me loved claiming him in public.

Alex was my everything, and I was so thankful he was mine.