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And because I’m in love with her, I have to let her go. So I don’t lean in and kiss her. I don’t throw her over my shoulder and carry her out of the water and lay her down in the back seat of the truck. I don’t tell her how I feel. I don’t do any of that. Instead, I paste on a smile and pry my hands off her waist. “C’mon, Sunshine,” I say. “It’s getting dark. Let’s get you home.”
The girl I’ve been in love with for twelve years—the girl I can’t touch—has been back in our hometown since the end of August, and being around her so much has made me more heartsick than I’ve been in a long-ass time.
Oh my God, it’s a cowboy. It’s my cowboy, and I’m so fucking happy he’s here that I want to yell.
I blink. “You’re making pot roast?” “Your mom’s pot roast, to be specific. I told her that I remembered it being one of your favorites, and she showed me how to make it. I figured it’d be a good thing for date night because all the prep work would be done by the time you got here.”
But then he grabs the rifle out of my hands with a quickness I didn’t know he was capable of at his age. He raises it, aiming the barrel at my chest. “Just who I was lookin’ for.” I’m so taken aback—this is so out of character for him—that it takes a full beat for my brain to unscramble the events as they happen. First, John B puts his hand on the trigger. Second, he closes his left eye, aiming for my heart.

