Torn In Two (Saint View Slayers vs. Sinners, #2)

by Elle Thorpe

“Don’t talk about my balls, Chaos.” Hawk scrubbed a hand over his face. “I’m dirty and tired and probably in shock. The last thing I want is you traumatizing me some more.”

“You weren’t thinking about the way my dick would taste, Chaos?”

I’d been playing, poking at him to get a rise, but the thought of getting on my knees for him was suddenly all I could see. “I’m really fucking tired if the thought of your dick in my mouth is getting me hot.” He leaned in and lowered his voice. “How about my dick in your ass then?”

For once in his life, Hawk had nothing to say. When I returned to my seat, we fell into an awkward silence, both of us refusing to look at the other. All I could think was I must have inhaled some dirt or something as well, because my chest was tight and my heartbeat raced at the very idea of Hawk wanting me like that.

“Could have woken me up, asshole.” “I tried. You sleep like you’re dead. And you snore.” “I do fucking not.” He raised an eyebrow. “And drool. I have a wet patch on my shoulder now.” Oh, fuck this guy.

Only when I waited a minute, watched the way he kissed her, the way her body responded to his touch so sweetly I could practically hear the way I knew she would be moaning, the jealousy disappeared. Leaving desire in its place. My dick got hard, and this time, I knew it wasn’t just for Kara.

“See,” I whispered to Luca while staring down at Kara and Hayden watching us silently. “I get what I want, too.” And apparently what I wanted was them. Both of them.

Hawk let out a frustrated sigh, his gaze piercing when it caught hers. “Fucking hell, woman. Don’t you know I’d throw myself off a building for you?” He put down the needle and gave her his full attention. “Don’t you know I’d endure any of the bullshit coming my way if it meant you have everything you need? I love you enough to give you him.”

“Get over here and sit on my face, Kara.” I blinked. He chuckled, leaning out of bed to hook his fingers into the elastic of my underwear. “I love putting that look of shock on your face.” He tugged on the fabric, forcing me to trot the last few steps to the side of his bed. “But I love the look you get right before you come even more.”

He had no idea how unfit I was. Or how fat. He was used to Amber’s skinny legs that he could probably breathe around just fine when he did this to her. The thought of him doing this to anyone else was horrific, and I shook my head quickly, willing the image away. “I will literally kill you. You need to be able to breathe.” “I need to make you come more.” He speared two fingers inside me, and I gasped, eyes rolling back. But still, I clung to the headboard.

“You’re going to take his cock so well,” Hawk murmured dirtily into my ear. “And mine.” I moaned at his praise, wanting to please him, even though it really had little to do with me.

“I want my cum dripping down your thighs in the morning, Little Mouse. I want it wet on your panties all day when you go to his room. I want him touching your pussy and feeling me there and knowing I had you first.” I shivered at the thought. “Will you do that, Little Mouse? Will you go to him in the morning and let him know that even though I’ll share you, you were mine first. Here.” He slammed himself inside me. “Here.” He rubbed my clit so fast and hard I saw stars. “And here.”

Hawk let him, but the smile slowly fell from his face as Hayden leaned in and said loud enough for us all to hear, “If you’d wanted me to taste your cum, Hawk, you could have just asked me to blow you. No need for me to lick it from her pussy.” Then he winked at me. “Though for the record, if you’d come to me this morning, even dripping with his cum, I still would have.”

My breaths got too fast, my pussy throbbing with desire. His lips ran over my neck and ear. “I can’t stop thinking about him fucking you. And how I wish I’d come to his room and joined in.”

“I want to know if that makes you wet,” he whispered in my ear. “I want to put my fingers to your pussy and know if the idea of having both of us turns you on as much as it does for me. You wet for us, Kara?” His hand slid between us so agonizingly slowly I wanted to scream. He was giving me every opportunity to stop him, but I just wanted him to get there faster. “Yes,” I murmured.

I grinned at her. “Especially since you seem to enjoy public sex.” Her mouth dropped open. “I do not!” I stepped in closer to her. “No?” I lowered my head. “Kara, I had three fingers buried in your pussy right in the middle of the Slayers’ compound while Hawk watched. I remember how wet you were. You can’t tell me you weren’t getting off on him watching.”

He winked at me. “My meat ain’t poisoned. I think you’ll find it tastes quite good actually.” I flipped him the bird, suddenly sure we weren’t talking about steak.

“I really hate you,” I muttered to him, tugging Kara along with me. He grabbed my arm, hauling me in so quick I hit his chest. We were pretty much the same height, so his gaze was impossible to look away from. Until it lowered to rest on my lips. He breathed out slowly, dragging his gaze back up to meet mine, and whispered words meant only for me. “Except we both know you don’t hate me at all, Hawk. And that when I come to your room tonight, it’s going to be unlocked.”

As quietly as possible, I knelt on the edge of the bed, leaning across the open space to where Hawk was sprawled out in the middle of the mattress. I took his dick in my mouth.

“Need to come,” he bit out in guttural tones that did things to my insides. “You swallow, Chaos?” For him, I fucking would.

“I don’t know what I’m fucking doing,” he admitted between sucks and licks. “Tell me if it’s not good.” I scraped my nails over the cropped hair on his head, pulling it back so he had to look at me. “Your fucking mouth is on my cock. Everything is good. Anything. Just don’t stop.”

When he pushed my thighs farther apart and lowered his mouth to lick my balls, I damn near came on the spot. “Fuck,” I groaned, watching his face press between my legs and him suck one ball at a time into his mouth like a goddamn fucking pro. “Fuck, don’t stop.”

I laughed into the darkness. “Fuck your hand, Hawk. You know you’re hard and dripping for me again.” “I hate you,” he muttered. “Try saying that again when your mouth isn’t full of my dick.” I shut him up by slamming past his lips, hitting the back of his throat and earning myself a moan.

“God,” Hawk muttered into my neck. “I want to fuck you so bad right now. You’re so fucking wet I’m tempted to try fisting you. I could make you feel so damn good.”

He walked right up to Hayden, leaned in, and said in a voice low enough for only the two of us to hear over the hiss of steam and clattering of pans: “Finish whatever you’re doing here and meet us at home. She needs us both tonight.”

Because fuck knows I couldn’t wait that long to have her again. Have him again. Fuck. I didn’t want to think about the erection I got every time Chaos’s blue eyes crossed my mind. The way he’d looked in the darkness, the way his mouth had felt, the way I’d wanted to do so much more than just blow him. I groaned, running my hand over my erection strangled by my pants.

“Take that dress all the way off.”

“My stomach…”

“Is just one of the places I wa...

He wet a cloth with hot water and then tossed it at me, winking as he got the shower running. I caught the cloth but couldn’t let his cockiness go unchecked. I stepped into the bathroom, right into the shower with him, not giving a fuck that it soaked my uniform in a second. It had the desired effect.

Lowered the zipper. I ground my dick against his, feeling him get up again. He groaned, his breaths increasing until he was panting with need. His gaze flickered to my mouth, our lips hovering so fucking close our breaths mingled in the tiny gap between. “Say it,” I urged him in a voice barely above a whisper. “Say you fucking want me.”

“You’re still full of his cum,” he whispered in my ear. I blushed, trying not to moan when he expertly stroked my already sensitive G-spot. “I can have a shower.” He pinned me down. “No.” He glanced over at the corner of the room, and I followed his line of sight. Hawk sat sprawled in an armchair, threadbare towel wrapped around his waist, doing nothing to hide the erection beneath.

Hawk caught it with his free hand and stared down at the object, dropping it quickly. “Oh Jesus fuck, Chaos! Your ass plug?” Hayden had a challenge in his eyes. “You’re so sure I want your cock. Come here and show me. Work my ass until I can take this and then I’ll take you.”

“Ride me, Kara,” he groaned, fingers digging into the flesh at my hip. “Sink your sweet, wet pussy down on my dick and ride me before I fucking come all over myself just staring at you.” He didn’t have to ask twice. I was already on my way.

Hawk glared at him. “Sometimes I really wish I’d just left you to bleed out on the side of the road, you know?” “Sometimes I wish I’d aimed that gun higher than your leg.” I sighed. “And sometimes I wish the two of you would just admit you want each other and kiss, but hey, we can’t all get what we want, can we? I’m going out to help some people who aren’t in the middle of using an argument as foreplay.”