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by
Leigh Rivers
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October 2 - October 2, 2025
All he does is smirk, then he reaches for a strand of my hair, rubbing it between his fingers. “Do you want to smell it? It smells like strawberries!” He brings my hair to his nose and inhales, closing his eyes. I freeze when he pulls me in for a hug. It’s a big hug. He’s holding the back of my head to his chest and sniffing my hair. I giggle when he brushes his fingers through it.
Well, he signed “no” because he still doesn’t talk. Mom said it’s selective—he chooses not to speak, and hasn’t since he was five years old. I’m not sure why; my dad said he’d explain when I’m older.
I turn my cheek and point at the other one. He kisses that, then I point at my forehead, and he kisses that too. When I point to my nose, he kisses my lips, and I freeze. Pulling back, I stare at him, wide-eyed. “Mom told me not to let boys kiss me! You’re a boy!” I’m your brother, so I’m allowed.
I don’t remember much of my life before being here, but I do remember how my body felt when I went days without food; when my drug addict of a mother let men in and out the house; the way my baby brother stopped crying forever. He lay there in his crib for days before child services burst in and found his decaying body cradled in my arms.
Imagine another one of him in the house? I would go insane. I love him, I really do, but I have strange thoughts about him sometimes. When my fingers slip between my thighs or when I’m kissing someone else, it’s shameless how many times his face has been at the forefront of my mind when I find my orgasm.
He told me that night, while we watched a movie, that he was going to find a tattoo gun and put his name on my thigh, then continued to grab it and make me squeal as he started tickling me. I ended up frustrated and crushing my thighs together while we watched a movie. Totally normal sibling behavior.
One of his friends stands. “Parks!” he cheers. “Think your girl will suck me off?” He laughs. “Probably. She’s easy enough.” My face falls, and I pull away from him. “What the fuck?” Faking a pout, he nips my chin. “Don’t act all innocent. I bet if I told you to, you’d suck every single one of us off.”
A hand knotted in my hair stops me. “I have three more hours with you, so do as you’re fucking told.” Parker spins me round and slaps me across the face with the back of his hand, sending a searing burn across my cheek. My hair falls over my face, and I look up at him. He just… hit me.
Malachi is sitting against my sink, silently watching me. His knuckles are all split open and bleeding, and he keeps fisting his hands and rubbing his face as he shakes his head. He broke Parker’s legs with his bat and shoved the handle of the bat down one of the other’s throats, dislocating their jaw and making them vomit blood.
“I’m afraid that’s not your decision, big brother.” He groans and closes his eyes, signing, Don’t call me that right now. “Why?” I ask when he keeps his eyes closed. Because I want to do things to you, and you calling me that makes me want to do even dirtier things to your mouth.
Dad’s fixing his tie while saying, “There’s an open day at the firm next week. I was going to ask if you wanted to come with your brother.” Oh, those words. Yes, I would love to come with my brother. Maybe he’ll take me somewhere on his motorbike and eat me out on it. Or better, bend me over it?
“Are you coming to Abbi’s party tonight?” I hear one of the girls ask. “I heard she invited loads of guys.” “I have my eyes on someone,” someone else replies. “Do you think Malachi Vize will be there?” “The hot mute guy? Looks like he wants to murder everyone while giving off big dick energy?”
And that dark little voice in my head enjoys it too. I shove at his chest again and again and again, until he snatches my wrists and pushes me into the wall. His mouth opens, as if he’s trying to say something, his lips shaping, no sound coming from them until he’s whispering, “Ol… Ol… N-N…”