I was often too tired to stay out late, and I didn’t see the point if I wasn’t allowed to dance or talk to anyone without him. He told me that anything a couple couldn’t do together wasn’t worth doing. I wasn’t even allowed to wear perfume because he didn’t like the smell. That was disappointing because I loved perfume, but I still didn’t realize that I was slowly having to give up a lot of myself. He wouldn’t even let me listen to music. Meanwhile, Sonny gave up nothing.