Don’t “should” yourself. Become skeptical of your inner “Teller” and develop a stronger relationship with your inner “Doer.” This will strengthen your intuition about following the work that feels right. Trusting your intuition is all about seeing your work as it is. If you enjoy something, pay attention, that’s important. But similarly, if you are grinding your way through something, that’s important to recognize too. Don’t “should” yourself into doing work that drains you.