If she was a better woman, she would scrap these plans now. Would ask one of the other Armature who she didn’t know as well to do this first bond. But, of course, she was selfish, and because of how unsettled she’d felt this past week, she wanted—needed—it to be Sebastian. She needed the strength this bond could bring her. And if that made her a despicable woman, if knowing this night could end with her hurting him …
I feel like there is a backstory needed as to why she thinks this way because its clearly not her parents?

