I can’t even deny it. What’s the point? He’s right, I did kiss him back. I do want him. But, there’s a difference between wanting something and actually taking it. I can want him so much that it feels like I’m suffocating from the force of it, but it won’t change anything. Because Asher’s still the guy who spent the last year torturing me, he’s still the guy who hurt me. As much as I want to forget all of that, to say fuck it and jump in headfirst, I just can’t. Because when this all blows up in my face–and it will–I’ll only have myself to blame. But, what if it doesn’t blow up in your face?
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