It feels wrong to lie to him, to not be a hundred percent honest. But more than that, I don’t want it to be like this anymore. This thing with Asher, it’s real. The most real thing in my life. I want him to know every single thing about me. Not just my favorite ice cream, but to know me all the way down to the depths of my soul. To know my biggest fears and deepest desires, what makes me tick and what ticks me off, without me having to say a word. Like he said earlier, I just want him to know me. And I can’t do that with this colossal secret between us. But… I can’t tell him the truth,
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