Yeah, I’m definitely fooling myself if I think this is temporary. What I’m feeling is not temporary. It’s not just lust either. I want to smother her, cherish her, protect her, love her. My thoughts terrify me like I’ve never been terrified before. Especially because they feel right. I’ve made up my mind. I’m not sure how I’m going to pull it off, but I’ll figure out a way. I’m not giving her back. She’s mine.
