Deep End

by Ali Hazelwood

“I’m afraid of the unpredictability of existing. I’m afraid of not being able to control the direction of my life. I’m afraid that no matter how much I plan, I won’t be able to avoid hurtful and sad things.

“Oh my god.” Instantly, her eyes widen and her hand closes around mine. “I didn’t mean it like…I promise it wasn’t a jab! There are lots of valid ways to fall in love, that’s it. I’m so sorry.”

Thats such a cop out ... What else was that if not a jab?

“Are you two…It’s mostly sex, right? You’re not officially dating.”

Oh hell no

“I just…I need to…I need to square out a couple things. Make sure Pen is…before I can…”

Im srry i dont like pen

“Don’t worry about it, then. Luk, can I stay with you? Hasan and Kyle won’t care.”

Are you fucking kiddin me

An outraged, teary voice swallows the rest of his words. “Are you two for real?”

I cant w her

“You said that if I said stop, you would stop. And I’m asking you to stop now. I—this is too much.

Girl she your best friend but the second you win shes crying and jealous