I’m aware of all of the flaws in my character and have long since accepted them. I know that I’m anti-social on most days, defensive without reason to be, and that I shut down when I’m upset. I’m picky when it comes to accomplishing daily tasks and would rather stay up all night finishing a project than risk falling a day behind. I’ve always been the girl who pulls away when she’s hurt instead of confronting the one responsible and risking that pain growing.

