I want to bring only those I like into my home. I want to have money and spend it as I wish. I want to travel, I want to sing, I want to see the world, I want to rule it. I want to be free. I want not to analyze every decision that lies before me. I want to act on whim. I want to follow each passing curiosity. I want to make mistakes. I want to ruin things. I want to lay down the vigilant watch I have kept over myself and my life.