This is my first time trying to honor that world while I’m living in this one. It’s given me a good place to put it. Sometimes I think that is maybe the best thing you can do with grief. Because you’re going to live with it. It’s going to be with you. How do you carry it so it doesn’t get too heavy? I don’t want to forget her. I don’t want to believe that the loss was meant to be. I can accept that there was the potential for a life, for a world, that there is no longer a potential for. That I live in a different world because of that loss. I can honor that while living. While I write myself a
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