“Just know that I also need to be steadied. I also need that hand at my elbow when I start to fall. I’m falling, Lord. I’m sorry but I am. I don’t know if I’m worthy of a sign that my faith is not for nothing. But if you can give it, I am ready to get it. Today, tomorrow, whenever you decide it’s time. But, soon, okay, Lord? Soon would be really good for me.”
