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The Favorites
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Read between March 1 - March 12, 2025
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is a bitch, a diva, a sore loser, a manipulative liar. Cold-blooded, a cheater, a criminal. An attention whore, an actual whore. Even a murderess.
Paula
Well that’s a strong start…
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Everyone thinks Heath Rocha was my first love. He wasn’t. My first love was figure skating.
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top. I became a skater because I wanted to feel like that. Fierce. Confident. A warrior goddess covered in glitter. So sure of myself, I could make my dreams come true through sheer force of will.
Paula
Looking to take control of her life in one of the only ways she can?
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And if I worked hard enough, if I got good enough…one day I might become as invulnerable as Sheila Lin.
Paula
😥
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Yes, he was used to change. He was used to loss. He was also used to anything that seemed too good to be true—anything that seemed good at all—being ripped from his grasp as soon as he touched it.
Paula
Used to loss…things too good to be true. My heart breaks for him.
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pictures of Sheila, as well as some of her medals—though not the Olympic
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He hated to be touched by strangers—and he considered anyone who wasn’t me a stranger.
Paula
Wow. Latched on to her. She is his content/safety.
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“Wait.” Heath gripped my hand even tighter. “I thought we’d be sharing a room.”
Paula
Safety is threatened. Foster care fears.
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Soon enough I’d show her—and everyone else—exactly what I deserved.
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That was the whole idea for the summer intensive. My mother wanted to motivate us, to surround us with world-class skaters and coaches and specialists, to give us everything we needed to become the best.
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But she also wanted to remind us how easily we could be replaced.
Paula
Wow. Jesus she sounds cold.
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It wasn’t that I didn’t care he was unhappy. I just thought he would get over it. Once we started winning, he’d see all the long days and hard work and sacrifice had been worth it.
Paula
Kat and Sheila sound the same. So many parallels.
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It sounded lovely. It also sounded like a waste of our already limited time.
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“We finished. That’s the important thing.” He glared toward Sheila. “Isn’t it?”
Paula
Wow. He sounds so deflated here.
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We’d given everything to our performance, and she wasn’t even watching.
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Garrett never seemed to get caught up in—or even take notice of—the petty rivalries and power plays at the Academy. Everyone liked him.
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“We’ll think about it,” Heath said. “I’ll be there,” I told Garrett.
Paula
No consideration. A one man show, the other just tagging along as a prop.