Once You're Mine (Possessing Her)

by Morgan Bridges

“You don’t need to worry about me, Hayd...

I force a smile. It wobbles on my face when he frowns at me, but I keep it there while continuing to caress him. My need to soothe him is al...

Hayden turns to ice, hard and unmoving against me. Yet he doesn’t stop me from exploring him.

With regret, I let my hand fall away. Only for Hayden to snatch it in his and bring it to his mouth.

OH MY GOSH WHAT

“Don’t stop,” he whispers, his lips brushing my skin. “I need more.”

😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😩😩😣😣🎀😫 dude i love this so much

CALISTA HAS AWAKENED SOMETHING IN ME. Something I thought dead and buried.

I concentrate on Calista’s face when another tries to take its place. That of another woman.

The only one I’ve ever loved.

My focus narrows until the only thing I can see is her glazed expression; pale blue eyes dull from the drugs, becoming more lifeless as each second passes.

😔

The gentle caress along my jaw, accompanied by my name being spoken, pulls me from the dark recesses of my mind.

I look down at Calista as if seeing her for the first time. In return, she smiles up at me. To reassure me. To comfort me.

Even in the midst of anxiety ravaging her mind and body, this woman’s only concern at this moment is me. I frown at this selfless act.

such a good person ☹️

It takes me back to that day at the funeral where Calista consoled everyone else instead of receiving support like she should’ve.

she continues to explore my face, slowly and deliberately, as if wanting to commit it to memory. All the while, Calista’s body quakes in my arms. In contrast, I’ve become immobile, a living statue. Until she touches my lips.

ouuuu

I’ll never confuse the feel of Calista’s touch with another’s. Each stroke of her fingers brands me, the heat of her skin on mine is a fire that burns deeper and hotter than a supernova.

Craving the feel of her touch, I take her hand and bring it to my mouth, my lips brushing her fingers.

Her tremors increase in strength. Is she afraid of me?

😣

“Don’t stop,” I whisper. Even with me speaking at a low volume, it doesn’t disguise the vehemence coating my tone. I am desperate for Calista. In ways I didn’t realize until now. “I need more.”

☹️☹️☹️☹️🎀🎀🎀🎀

I flatten her palm against my cheek and briefly close my eyes, siphoning the tenderness from this woman.

bro this whole moment is so intimate. I LOVE THIS.

What does she see when she looks at me?

“I’m here,” she whispers back. “Whate...

😫

Calista Green has given me permission to take. To consume. To ow...

I. C...

😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣😣🎀

I can feel the shift in Hayden. In our dynamic. It’s like a living thing, breathing in and out, giving and taking. Me submitting and him claiming.

🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️😩

Can I have it with Hayden?

“Are you all right?” I ask.

“I believe I should ask you that question since you were the one experiencing a panic attack.” “How’d you know?” “My mother used to have them.”

☹️

“I used to help her through them as best I could,” he says. “But there’s only so much you can do when a person’s under the influence of drugs.”

I sweep my thumb over the angles of his cheek, wanting to comfort him in any way I can. I told Hayden he could take whatever he needed from me, and I meant it. If he only knew the things I’d be willing to give him… All because of this intimate moment.

literally so freaking intimate 😣😭😭😭😩🎀

He closes his eyes, leaning into my touch. “No one should have to suffer through that alone.”

“I’m so sorry for that, Callie.”

he just apologized for killing him 😭

“I’m still grieving and angry about his death. I’m not perfect.”

“I disagree.”

AWWW

“You can trust me to find the person responsible and make them pay.” His gaze bores into mine. “Just tell me the name of the hospital.”

As much as I want to give Hayden the answers he’s seeking, the cost of him knowing is too high. It’s a debt I never asked for and something I can’t get rid of, no matter how hard I try.

dude just tell him 😣

I smile up at him, but it’s full of sadness and remorse. “I can’t.”

stop making me sad 😭

No matter how much I go over the event in his office, I can’t make sense of it all. The only thing I know for certain is that I saw a side of him that I didn’t know existed.

His reassurance might’ve been firm, but he was gentle. Tender in a way that I would’ve never imagined him capable of. Now that I’ve experienced it, I want more. Why?

“Don’t stop,” he whispers. “I need more.” I grip the edge of the counter to steady myself as Hayden’s command replays itself in my mind, the desperation behind his words warming me all over. Even in places it shouldn’t.

😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

“That man wants to show you some ‘brotherly love’ like no one’s business.”

😭😭😭

I hate how my body obeys him before my mind has had a chance to think it over.

Calista: K. Hayden: That type of response is beneath your intelligence, Miss Green. Calista: Hayden: Is this a pathetic attempt to flirt with me, or are you deliberately provoking me?

lol 😭😭😭

MY EX-FIANCÉ. At my job.

i knew it 😭

So here I am, wearing something that makes me feel both sexy and exposed.

It’s similar to the way I feel whenever I’m around Hayden.

“The gentleman over there,” she says, pointing to the man we were just discussing, “wants to buy you ladies a drink.”

I cover the opening of my glass with my palm. Harper’s brows snap together at my reaction and I inwardly cringe. One day I’ll explain my behavior to her, but not tonight.

i have to know 😭😭

“I’m good.” The waitress slides her gaze to Harper. “And you?”

“Fine, but we’re not leaving without his number. Okay?”

“I’m not sure Mr. Bennett would appreciate me using the phone he gave me to hook up with some random guy in a club, but who cares? He shouldn’t have given it to me if he didn’t want me to use it.”

i’m already knowing he gonna check her messages and shi 😭