Because of this, there are no revelations to describe who a woman gets to be with in Heaven. It is not even mentioned. No one asks a sex slave in a slave market if she wants to be with her owner. That would be ridiculous. I could hope and infer that if Heaven is supposed to be everything I want, I would not have to be with him; but this would directly contradict the revelation that he is the one who gets to choose if he wants to be with me. This stuff haunted me. I felt like I’d have a few years of reprieve on Earth, but then I might end up stuck with him for eternity anyway.
