“If you go back there, if you choose him now, then we’re done. I’m done. I can’t watch you do this to yourself. I won’t.” The threat was the only thing I had left, a last desperate grasp at a drowning thing. “Please try to be happy,” he said again as he took a step backward. “I mean it, Cas, we’re not doing this again.” He was further away now and he had to raise his voice a little to be heard over the sound of the rain. There were tears in his eyes, as there
