Without thinking, I hit his number and bring the phone to my ear. It rings and rings, until, finally, his voice mail picks up. Goose bumps break out on my arms at the sound of his gravelly timbre. “You’ve reached Garrett Luck. Please leave a message, and I’ll get back to you as soon as I can. Have a good one, y’all.” My face crumples. His voice mail beeps. If I’m still so angry, why can’t I stop fucking crying? Anger means yelling. It means frosty silences and heated exchanges. It does not mean crying your eyes out every time you think about the person you loved but hated, too. I hang up,
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