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If I’d said something about Ayana after I first saw her, would he still have pursued her? If he hadn’t, would she be by my side instead? No. I would’ve kept watch from afar, she would’ve gotten engaged to some other bastard along the way, and unburdened by the debts of gratitude or friendship, I would’ve killed him. Instead, I was trapped in a hellish limbo where I couldn’t act either way. I couldn’t have her, and I couldn’t kill him. I finished a second glass of scotch and returned to my desk. Loathing turned my blood to acid. My obsession with Ayana was a double-edged sword. I craved her
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