A new favorite moment of mine is when Zane holds me after we've been intimate. I'm not sure if it's something I expected or believed I needed from him, but I always feel so at peace in his arms. I look up at him, trying to make sense of my feelings for him, and I can't help but wonder if he feels anything remotely close to what I do, and if he does, would he ever acknowledge it? Because I can't imagine having this with anybody other than him.
