I’m disgusted with any of them calling themselves Venesa’s “family” when they don’t show up for her in any way that matters, and I’m even more disgusted with the fact I have to sit here and pretend I still want anything to do with the woman next to me, but I don’t know how to get out of this wedding unless I kill my father, and I don’t know if I’m ready to accept that or anything that comes with it.