The emotion had accumulated into a large monster inside me, and this monster was wreaking havoc. There she was again, that bitch Grief. Always coming in swinging.
Personally I feel like Grief is a man.
Draining a person for their own good, then when he sees it waerining thin and the woman is going to stand strong and leave for good.
That ninja Grief gets his act together, apologizes and show her some good times. Even make a smile and joy appear.
Then as soon as she is comfortable with him again. Grief comes in like a natural disaster and destroys her world even more than before.
Now Karma is more than likely a woman. Because she is patient, calculated, and strategic and only sets out her plot with people that asked for it as a result of their own bad actions.