I’d had sex in many places and in many ways, but never on a court—never like this. This woman made me feel invincible. She made me whole every time I was inside her, and every time I held her—like all the worries, all the problems, all the guilt, and all the shame were washed away by her presence alone. If only she knew how I felt. If only she knew I’d give her the world if she let me.